cornelius ` because there's not enough heartache.

[corneliusdeuries]

cornelius christopher deuries

though i can't go on,
i'm not satisfied
with this being the end.
this is just the beginning.

SOMEDAY BACK WHEN WE WERE YOUNG !
! OTHER HALF[/B], FACES ALL AROUND ME THEY DON'T SMILE THEY JUST
! PRACTICALLY FAMILY[/B], CRACK WAITING FOR OUR SHIP TO COME BUT OU
! INSEPARABLE[/B], R NOT COMING BACK WE DO OUR TIME LIKE PEN
! ATTACHED AT THE HIP[/B], NIES IN A JAR, WHAT ARE WE SAVING FOR? WHA
! PARTNER IN CRIME[/B], T ARE WE SAVING FOR? THERE'S A SMELL OF STALE
! BEST FRIEND[/B], FEAR AND IT'S REEKING FROM OUR SKINS THE DRINKING
! CLOSE FRIEND[/B], NEVER STOPS BECAUSE THE DRINKS ABSOLVE OUR SINS
! GOOD FRIEND[/B], WE SIT AND GROW OUR ROOTS INTO THE FLOOR BUT WH
! OKAY FRIEND[/B], AT ARE WE WAITING FOR? WHAT ARE WE WAITING FOR?
! CHILDHOOD FRIEND[/B], SO GIVE ME SOMETHING TO BELIEVE 'CAUSE I AM
! ENEMY TURNED FRIEND[/B], LIVING JUST TO BREATHE AND I NEED SOMETHI
! ACQUAINTANCE[/B], NG MORE TO KEEP ON BREATHING FOR SO GIVE ME SOM
! FIRST-NAME BASIS[/B], ETHING TO BELIEVE SOMETHING'S ALWAYS COMING
! JUST MET[/B], YOU CAN HEAR IT IN THE GROUND IT SWELLS INTO THE AIR WI
! SAME CLIQUE[/B], TH THE RISING RISING SOUND AND NEVER COMES BUT SH
! FRIEND OF A FRIEND[/B], AKES THE BOARDS AND RATTLES ALL THE DOORS
! PARTY FRIEND[/B], WHAT ARE WE WAITING FOR? I AM HIDING FROM THE BE
! DRINKING FRIEND[/B], AST BUT THE BEAST WAS ALWAYS HERE WATCHING WIT
! COMPLETE STRANGER[/B], HOUT EYES BECAUSE THE BEAST IS JUST MY FEAR[/size]

I GUESS SOMETHING JUST WENT WRONG !
! HARDCORE HATRED[/B], EVERY WORD FROM YOUR MOUTH IS A KNIFE IN MY EAR. E
! MUTUAL HATRED[/B], VERY THOUGHT IN YOUR HEAD IS LIKE POISON TO HEAR LIKE
! ONE-SIDED HATRED[/B], A SNAKE IN A SUIT SPITTING INTO THE AIR. WITH A TONGUE
! MUTUAL DISLIKE[/B], LIKEA NEEDLE AND WE'RE SHOT FULL OF FEAR. WHITE PICKET
! ONE-SIDED DISLIKE[/B], TEETH AND A BIG RED ALERT. THE LIFE OF THE PARTY AND W
! BACKSTABBED[/B], E PULLED UP OUR SKIRT. IT'S LIKE POISON, IT'S LIKE POISON. E
! CHEATED ON[/B], VERY WORD FROM YOUR MOUTH IS A KNIFE IN MY EAR. EVERY T
! MUTUAL RIVALRY[/B], HOUGHT IN YOUR HEAD IS LIKE POISON TO HEAR. A FOOL IS A
! ONE-SIDED RIVALRY[/B], DEVIL AND A DEVIL'S A FOOL. WITH A FORK-TONGUE NEEDLE
! FRIENDLY RIVALRY[/B], AND YOU GOT US ALL FOOLED. A MONKEY DOING TRICKS AND
! FRIENDS TURNED ENEMIES[/B], WE COULDN'T RESIST. IF THIS ISN'T EVIL THEN I DON'T
! MUTUAL JEALOUSY[/B], KNOW WHAT IS. IT'S LIKE POISON, IT'S LIKE POISON. EVERY
! ONE-SIDED JEALOUSY[/B], WORD FROM YOUR MOUTH IS A KNIFE IN MY EAR. EVERY
! MUTUAL ANNOYANCE[/B], THOUGHT IN YOUR HEAD IS LIKE POISON TO HEAR. EV
! ONE-SIDED ANNOYANCE[/B], ERY WORD FROM YOUR MOUTH IS A KNIFE IN MY EAR
! INTIMIDATED[/B], SPLIT ME WIDE OPEN AND LOOK INSIDE. THERE'S SO MANY TH
! FRUSTRATED[/B], INGS THAT I TRIED TO HIDE. OH YOU SEE RIGHT THROUGH ME
! INDIFFERENCE[/B], YOU ALWAYS SEE RIGHT THROUGH ME. SPLIT ME WIDE OPEN
! TOLERANCE[/B], AND CUT ME IN TWO. THERE'S NOTHING THAT I COULD EVER HIDE[/size]

THE TWO OF US ARE HUNG !
! TRUE LOVE[/B], FROM YOU. OH YOU ALWAYS KNEW ME, YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE W
! FINAL[/B], HO KNEW ME. IS NOTHING SACRED, IS NOTHING SAVED? YOUR GENTL
! IN LOVE[/B], E EYES LIKE A RAZOR BLADE. THEY CUT ME OPEN, YOU LOOK RIGHT
! CURRENT[/B], THROUGH, I GIVE IT ALL TO YOU. SPLIT ME WIDE OPEN, AND CUT IT
! SPOUSE[/B], AT ALL. M HANDS ON YOUR BODY LIKE BLIND MAN'S ON THE WALL
! FIANCÉ[/B], OH YOU ALWAYS SHOW ME, YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO SHOWS ME
! ON AND OFF DATING[/B], PINNED TO A WALL, I AM HUNG FROM A TREE. FOR ALL THES
! FUTURE[/B], E DROOLING FACES THAT CAN LOOK UP AND SEE. BUT YOU ALWAYS KN
! PAST- BAD TERMS[/B], EW ME, YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO KNEW ME. IS NOTHING S
! PAST- GOOD TERMS[/B], ACRED, IS NOTHING SAVED? YOUR GENTLE EYES LIKE A RAZOR
! PAST- LINGERING FEELINGS[/B], BLADE. THEY CUT ME OPEN AND LOOK RIGHT THROUGH,
! FLING[/B], I GIVE IT ALL TO YOU. SPLIT ME WIDE OPEN, SPLIT ME WIDE OPEN. IS NOTH
! MUTUAL CRUSH[/B], ING SACRED, IS NOTHING SAVED? YOUR GENTLE EYES LIKE A RA
! ONE-SIDED CRUSH[/B], ZOR BLADE. THEY CUT ME OPEN, YOU LOOK RIGHT THROUGH,
! PAST CRUSH[/B], I GIVE IT ALL TO YOU. SPLIT ME WIDE OPEN, SPLIT ME WIDE OPEN
! FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS[/B], OH YOU ALWAYS KNEW ME, YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO K
! ENEMIES WITH BENEFITS[/B], NEW ME. SPLIT ME WIDE OPEN, SPLIT ME WIDE OPEN. OH
! FUCK BUDDIES[/B], YOU SEE RIGHT THROUGH ME, YOU ALWAYS SEE RIGHT THROUGH ME
! MAKE-OUT BUDDIES[/B], WHENEVER I LOOK BACK ON THE BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE, I THINK
! LUST[/B], I SAW THEM ALL ON TV. I AM SO HOMESICK NOW FOR SOMEONE THAT I NEVER
! PHYSICAL ATTRACTION[/B], KNEW, I AM SO HOMESICK NOW FOR SOMEPLACE I WILL NEVER BE.
! ONE NIGHT STAND[/B], TIME WON'T LET ME GO, TIME WON'T LET ME GO. IF I COULD DO IT ALL
! SEXUAL TENSION[/B], AGAIN, I'D GO BACK AND CHANGE EVERYTHING. BUT TIME WON'T LET M
! TEASE[/B], E GO. I NEVER HAD A “SUMMER OF '69.” NEVER HAD A CHERRY VALANCE OF MY O
! LEADING ON[/B], WN. ALL THESE PRECIOUS MOMENTS YOU PROMISED ME WOULD COME IN
! MUTUAL FLIRTING[/B], TIME, SO WHERE WAS I WHEN I MISSED MINE? TIME WON'T LET ME GO,
! ONE-SIDED FLIRTING[/B], TIME WON'T LET ME GO. IF YOU GAVE ME BACK THOSE YEARS, I'D D
! FLEETING GLANCES[/B], O IT ALL BETTER, I SWEAR. TIME WON'T LET ME GO. IF I COULD GO BACK
! SECRET LOVERS[/B], ONCE AGAIN, I WOULD CHANGE EVERYTHING, YEAH. IF I COULD GO BACK
! FORBIDDEN LOVER[/B], ONCE AGAIN, I'D DO IT ALL SO MUCH BETTER. TIME WON'T LET ME GO.[/size][/font]

FROM THE SAME TWISTED ROPE !
! LOVE/HATE[/B], I CLIMBED UP A MOUNTAIN, AND LOOKED OVER THE EDGE. AND ALL OF THE
! PARENT[/B], LIES THAT I NEVER HAVE LED IS ONE WHERE I STAYED WITH YOU, ACROSS TH
! SIBLING[/B], E SEA, I WONDER, DO YOU STILL THINK OF ME? I CARRY YOUR IMAGE ALWAYS
! COUSIN[/B], IN MY HEAD. FOLDED AND YELLOWED AND TORN AT THE EDGE. AND I'VE LOOK
! FUTURE FAMILY[/B], UPON IT FOR SO MANY YEARS, SLOWLY I'M LOSING YOUR FACE. OH, T
! FAMILY FRIEND[/B], HE OCEAN ROW US AWAY, AWAY AWAY. THE OCEAN ROWS US AWAY. SIXES
! MIXED FEELINGS[/B], AND SEVENS WE LIVE ON JET PLANES. AND SO MANY FACES I DON'T KNO
! BAD INFLUENCE[/B], W THE NAMES. SO MANY FRIENDS NOW AND NONE OF THEM ARE MINE, F
! GOOD INFLUENCE[/B], ORGOTTEN AS SOON AS WE MEET. ALL OF THESE MOMENTS ARE LOST
! PROTECTIVE [/B], IN TIME, YOU'RE CAUGHT ON MY HEAD LIKE A THORN ON A VINE. TO FOREV
! RESPECT[/B], ER TORMENT ME THAT I WONDER WHY, DO I WISH I'VE NEVER KNOWN YOU AT
! ADMIRATION[/B], ALL? OH THE OCEAN ROWS US AWAY, AWAY, AWAY. THE OCEAN ROWS US
! OBSESSIVE[/B], AWAY. THE SUN AND THE MOON, AN OCEAN OF AIR, SO MANY VOICES BUT N
! STALKER[/B], OTHING IS THERE. THE GHOST OF YOU ASKING ME WHY, WHY DID I LEAVE? OH
! ROOMMATE[/B], THE OCEAN ROWS US AWAY, AWAY, AWAY. AND I LOSE YOUR HAND THROUGH
! COWORKER[/B], THE WAVES. WE ARE LIES LIKE THE SUMMERTIME, LIKE THE SPRING WE ARE
! EMOTIONAL SUPPORT[/B], SUCH FOOLS. LIKE FALL WE ARE THE PROPHETS, LIKE WINTER WE
! MENTOR[/B], ARE CRUEL. I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH US, THEY JUST MADE US THIS
! TEACHER / STUDENT[/B], WAY. THERE'S A HOLE IN YOU AND ME, THAT PULLS US TOGETHER.
! NEVER SPOKEN[/B], AND I DON'T KNOW WHERE WE BELONG, I THINK WE GREW UNDER A B
! OTHER [SPECIFY][/B], AD SUN. I KNOW WE'RE NOT LIKE EVERYONE, YOU AND ME, WE GREW[/size]

YOU AND ME, WE GREW UNDER A BAD SUN !
so, this totally amazing plot page was made by HALES, who
you can find at ONE HEADLIGHT, CAUTION,
and also RPG-UNDERGROUND. love her, 'cos there was a
lot of work put into this. all of the lyrics are by the ever-so-awe
some band THE BRAVERY, who is hales's current addiction.
The image at the top and all of the icons are also copyright to
HALES, so don't steal them as your own, but you can – duh –
use them as your example post. that's what they're there for,
right? anyways, post at least four sentences for the history,
and you'll get what you give. (hah, that's one of my favorite
songs.) but, anyways. please, use icons that match, and if
you can't find any, go request them or something. jeeze :]] [/center][/font]

[corneliusdeuries]

WE ARE LIES LIKE THE SUMMERTIME !

morgan tylo evans

EIGHTEEN ! TOWNIE ! MY HONEYBEE

! OTHER HALF

[/B], FACES ALL AROUND ME THEY DON'T SMILE THEY JUST
! BEST FRIEND[/B], FEAR AND IT'S REEKING FROM OUR SKINS THE DRINKING
! TRUE LOVE[/B], FROM YOU. OH YOU ALWAYS KNEW ME, YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE W
! FINAL[/B], HO KNEW ME. IS NOTHING SACRED, IS NOTHING SAVED? YOUR GENTL
! IN LOVE[/B], E EYES LIKE A RAZOR BLADE. THEY CUT ME OPEN, YOU LOOK RIGHT
! CURRENT[/B], THROUGH, I GIVE IT ALL TO YOU. SPLIT ME WIDE OPEN, AND CUT IT
! PHYSICAL ATTRACTION[/B], KNEW, I AM SO HOMESICK NOW FOR SOMEPLACE I WILL NEVER BE.
! SECRET LOVERS[/B], ONCE AGAIN, I WOULD CHANGE EVERYTHING, YEAH. IF I COULD GO BACK
! FORBIDDEN LOVER[/B], ONCE AGAIN, I'D DO IT ALL SO MUCH BETTER. TIME WON'T LET ME GO.
! PROTECTIVE [/B], IN TIME, YOU'RE CAUGHT ON MY HEAD LIKE A THORN ON A VINE. TO FOREV
! EMOTIONAL SUPPORT[/B], SUCH FOOLS. LIKE FALL WE ARE THE PROPHETS, LIKE WINTER WE


MORGAN SAYS:
“Of course I fell for someone six years older than me . . . but I just can't help it. Kerson, you're just so damn . . . amazing. You're the one that keeps me sane, but also the one that keeps me up at night. I love you.”

KERSON SAYS:
“Morgan . . . I know you're so damn young, but it doesn't matter. You are still my honeybee, even if we're not together twenty-four/seven. I can't wait until we can really spend our lives together, and I know that you can't wait either . . .”[/size][/font][/center]

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[size=3]AGE IN ALL CAPS, WRITTEN OUT [COLOR=CCFF33][B]![/B][/COLOR] MEMBER GROUP [COLOR=CCFF33][B]![/B][/COLOR] I'LL FILL IN[/size][/font]
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all relations here.
one per line.
quote first post for colors.

[color=MEMBER GROUP COLOR][b]YOUR CHAR'S NAME HERE[/b] SAYS:[/color]
“ history here, at least four good sentences. ”

[color=80CC80][b]PLOT PAGE OWNER'S NAME HERE[/b] SAYS:[/color]
“ history here, at least four good sentences. ”[/size][/font][/center]

[corneliusdeuries]

LIKE THE SPRING WE ARE SUCH FOOLS !
Boys - 80CC80
Girls - 6B4699

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orchid pandora crowley

TWENTY-FOUR ! DOLLS ! ENEMY


! HARDCORE HATRED

[/B], EVERY WORD FROM YOUR MOUTH IS A KNIFE IN MY EAR. E
! MUTUAL HATRED[/B], VERY THOUGHT IN YOUR HEAD IS LIKE POISON TO HEAR LIKE
! BACKSTABBED[/B], E PULLED UP OUR SKIRT. IT'S LIKE POISON, IT'S LIKE POISON. E
! FRIENDS TURNED ENEMIES[/B], WE COULDN'T RESIST. IF THIS ISN'T EVIL THEN I DON'T
! FRUSTRATED[/B], INGS THAT I TRIED TO HIDE. OH YOU SEE RIGHT THROUGH ME
! PAST- BAD TERMS[/B], EW ME, YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO KNEW ME. IS NOTHING S
! PAST- LINGERING FEELINGS[/B], BLADE. THEY CUT ME OPEN AND LOOK RIGHT THROUGH,
! ENEMIES WITH BENEFITS[/B], NEW ME. SPLIT ME WIDE OPEN, SPLIT ME WIDE OPEN. OH
! PHYSICAL ATTRACTION[/B], KNEW, I AM SO HOMESICK NOW FOR SOMEPLACE I WILL NEVER BE.
! SEXUAL TENSION[/B], AGAIN, I'D GO BACK AND CHANGE EVERYTHING. BUT TIME WON'T LET M

ORCHID SAYS:
“You and I have a long history of which I would not like to speak of. We’ve known each other for nearly five years now, but have not spoken since the end of our engagement. I admit that I was foolish in our relationship, but how dare you believe that a woman of my stature would be only with one man for the rest of her life. I hope that you understand I want to kill you and most likely will if you give me half a chance.”

NEIL SAYS:
“Don’t worry, sweetheart; we will never see each other again. The depth of the wound you’ve given me is far deeper than the one that I have dealt to you. I pray that you find a way to forgive yourself, but I could care less about what you do in your life. If I never see you again, it’ll be too soon.”[/size][/font][/center]

[orchidcrowley]

orchid pandora crowley

TWENTY-FOUR ! DOLLS ! ENEMY


! HARDCORE HATRED

[/B], EVERY WORD FROM YOUR MOUTH IS A KNIFE IN MY EAR. E
! MUTUAL HATRED[/B], VERY THOUGHT IN YOUR HEAD IS LIKE POISON TO HEAR LIKE
! BACKSTABBED[/B], E PULLED UP OUR SKIRT. IT'S LIKE POISON, IT'S LIKE POISON. E
! FRIENDS TURNED ENEMIES[/B], WE COULDN'T RESIST. IF THIS ISN'T EVIL THEN I DON'T
! FRUSTRATED[/B], INGS THAT I TRIED TO HIDE. OH YOU SEE RIGHT THROUGH ME
! PAST- BAD TERMS[/B], EW ME, YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO KNEW ME. IS NOTHING S
! PAST- LINGERING FEELINGS[/B], BLADE. THEY CUT ME OPEN AND LOOK RIGHT THROUGH,
! ENEMIES WITH BENEFITS[/B], NEW ME. SPLIT ME WIDE OPEN, SPLIT ME WIDE OPEN. OH
! PHYSICAL ATTRACTION[/B], KNEW, I AM SO HOMESICK NOW FOR SOMEPLACE I WILL NEVER BE.
! SEXUAL TENSION[/B], AGAIN, I'D GO BACK AND CHANGE EVERYTHING. BUT TIME WON'T LET M

ORCHID SAYS:
“You and I have a long history of which I would not like to speak of. We’ve known each other for nearly five years now, but have not spoken since the end of our engagement. I admit that I was foolish in our relationship, but how dare you believe that a woman of my stature would be only with one man for the rest of her life. I hope that you understand I want to kill you and most likely will if you give me half a chance.”

NEIL SAYS:
“Don’t worry, sweetheart; we will never see each other again. The depth of the wound you’ve given me is far deeper than the one that I have dealt to you. I pray that you find a way to forgive yourself, but I could care less about what you do in your life. If I never see you again, it’ll be too soon.”[/size][/font][/center]

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[size=3]TWENTY-FOUR [COLOR=CCFF33][B]![/B][/COLOR] DOLLS [COLOR=CCFF33][B]![/B][/COLOR] ENEMY[/size][/font]
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[COLOR=FFCCE9]! [B][/COLOR]HARDCORE HATRED[/B], [COLOR=FFCCE9]EVERY WORD FROM YOUR MOUTH IS A KNIFE IN MY EAR. E[/COLOR]
[COLOR=F1C7E6]! [B][/COLOR]MUTUAL HATRED[/B], [COLOR=F1C7E6]VERY THOUGHT IN YOUR HEAD IS LIKE POISON TO HEAR LIKE[/COLOR]
[COLOR=C7B9DE]! [B][/COLOR]BACKSTABBED[/B], [COLOR=C7B9DE]E PULLED UP OUR SKIRT. IT'S LIKE POISON, IT'S LIKE POISON. E[/COLOR]
[COLOR=82A2D1]! [B][/COLOR]FRIENDS TURNED ENEMIES[/B], [COLOR=82A2D1]WE COULDN'T RESIST. IF THIS ISN'T EVIL THEN I DON'T[/COLOR]
[COLOR=9E9982]! [B][/COLOR]FRUSTRATED[/B], [COLOR=9E9982]INGS THAT I TRIED TO HIDE. OH YOU SEE RIGHT THROUGH ME[/COLOR]
[COLOR=BE8241]! [B][/COLOR]PAST- BAD TERMS[/B], [COLOR=BE8241]EW ME, YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO KNEW ME. IS NOTHING S[/COLOR]
[COLOR=C76F38]! [B][/COLOR]PAST- LINGERING FEELINGS[/B], [COLOR=C76F38]BLADE. THEY CUT ME OPEN AND LOOK RIGHT THROUGH, [/COLOR]
[COLOR=CC7D79]! [B][/COLOR]ENEMIES WITH BENEFITS[/B], [COLOR=CC7D79]NEW ME. SPLIT ME WIDE OPEN, SPLIT ME WIDE OPEN. OH[/COLOR]
[COLOR=CC90B0]! [B][/COLOR]PHYSICAL ATTRACTION[/B], [COLOR=CC90B0]KNEW, I AM SO HOMESICK NOW FOR SOMEPLACE I WILL NEVER BE.[/COLOR]
[COLOR=CC99CC]! [B][/COLOR]SEXUAL TENSION[/B], [COLOR=CC99CC]AGAIN, I'D GO BACK AND CHANGE EVERYTHING.  BUT TIME WON'T LET M[/COLOR]

[color=6B4699][b]ORCHID[/b] SAYS:[/color]
“You and I have a long history of which I would not like to speak of. We’ve known each other for nearly five years now, but have not spoken since the end of our engagement. I admit that I was foolish in our relationship, but how dare you believe that a woman of my stature would be only with one man for the rest of her life. I hope that you understand I want to kill you and most likely will if you give me half a chance.”

[color=80CC80][b]NEIL[/b] SAYS:[/color]
“Don’t worry, sweetheart; we will never see each other again. The depth of the wound you’ve given me is far deeper than the one that I have dealt to you. I pray that you find a way to forgive yourself, but I could care less about what you do in your life. If I never see you again, it’ll be too soon.”[/size][/font][/center]