Post by PERRY SHAW on May 30, 2009 13:00:48 GMT -8
(PERRY HEATHCLIFF SHAW)
working out what it means to LIVE!
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I was born perry heathcliff shaw in the town
of chula vista. while at times I feel no more than
five years old I have twenty-four years on me.
I am a bus boy but my heart is married to
greater ambitions. when you think of me, you
think of the word softspoken. I have a hard time
speaking publicly, I'm gaurded, I can’t read people well, I’m
thoughtful, I have a horrible time explaining myself, and
I’m a recovering drug addict.
take a load off, fanny
PUT THE LOAD RIGHT ON ME
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i pulled into nazareth, i was feelin' about half past dead; THE OTHER HALF
I just need some place where I can lay my head. hey, mister, BEST GUY FRIEND
can you tell me where a man might find a bed? he just grinned BEST GIRL FRIEND
and shook my hand, and "no!", was all he said. take a load off fannie INSEPERABLE
take a load for free; take a load off fannie, and you can put the load right BEST FRIENDS
on me. i picked up my bag, i went lookin' for a place to hide; when I saw CLOSE FRIENDS
carmen and the devil walkin' side by side. i said, "hey, carmen, come on," SECRET KEEPER
let's go downtown. she said, "i gotta go, but m'friend can stick around." TRUSTWORTHY
go down, miss moses, there's nothin' you can say it's just ol' luke, GOOD FRIENDS
and luke's waitin' on the judgement day. well, luke, my friend, what AVERAGE FRIENDS
young anna lee? he said, do me a favor, son, woncha stay an' keep anna FAMILIAR WITH
lee company? crazy chester followed me, and he caught me in the fog. FIRST NAME BASIS
he said, "i will fix your rags, if you'll take jack, my dog." i said, "wait a minute," KNOW OF
"chester, you know I'm a peaceful man." he said, that's okay, boy, won't you MUSIC FRIENDS
him when you can. catch a cannonball, now, t'take me down the line PRANKS
my bag is sinkin' low and I do believe it's time. to get back to miss annie, FUTURE FRIENDS
you know she's the only one. who sent me here with her regards for FORMER ENEMIES
everyone. take a load of fannie, take a load for free DRUG FRIENDS[/size] [/center]
every aching wound
WILL CAUTERIZE AND BRUISE
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in the morning, when you wake up daytime I ACTUALLY WANT TO KILL YOU
fades up and your make up runs, just hold on. it sounds tacky, but STRONG HATRED
i'm hopeful there's a reason, that the world turns round, through silent sound DISLIKE
set the dark on fire, set the dark on fire, set the dark on fire, set the dark on IRRITATION
fire, i got lost inside a memory, when I was young and I almost drowned, i was found GLARES
it sounds tacky but I'm hopeful, there's a reason that I found the ground SCARED OF
and my sirens sound. set the dark on fire, set the dark on fire, set the dark. VERBAL FIGHTS
on fire so take all that you know and stuff it in a hole, and in ten thousand years FIST FIGHTS
someone will take you home, rewind the words in which you roam. set the dark on LOVE HATE
i woke up lost, along the road my body burned by the sun, burned by the sun. as I RIVALS
beside the fire, i contemplate my escape played my mistakes and around FAMILY FUED
and around it's just like real life, tastes just like real life feels just like real life GRUDGE
on the road. i'm alive, scream alive, my body sprays out a spark, sprays out BACKSTABBED
a spark burning a hole in the dark it's just like real life, tastes just like real life ENEMIES
feels just like real life. my body sprays out a spark, sprays out a spark FORMER FRIENDS
yeah let me burn in the sun burn in the sun just like real life, tastes just like real DISTRUST
from the chaos of the game, life spat you out. you dont need a name, HATE BY ASOCIATION
i remember you somehow those tiny little hands, hold up my world I put you, BULLYING
[/size][/center]WILL CAUTERIZE AND BRUISE
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in the morning, when you wake up daytime I ACTUALLY WANT TO KILL YOU
fades up and your make up runs, just hold on. it sounds tacky, but STRONG HATRED
i'm hopeful there's a reason, that the world turns round, through silent sound DISLIKE
set the dark on fire, set the dark on fire, set the dark on fire, set the dark on IRRITATION
fire, i got lost inside a memory, when I was young and I almost drowned, i was found GLARES
it sounds tacky but I'm hopeful, there's a reason that I found the ground SCARED OF
and my sirens sound. set the dark on fire, set the dark on fire, set the dark. VERBAL FIGHTS
on fire so take all that you know and stuff it in a hole, and in ten thousand years FIST FIGHTS
someone will take you home, rewind the words in which you roam. set the dark on LOVE HATE
i woke up lost, along the road my body burned by the sun, burned by the sun. as I RIVALS
beside the fire, i contemplate my escape played my mistakes and around FAMILY FUED
and around it's just like real life, tastes just like real life feels just like real life GRUDGE
on the road. i'm alive, scream alive, my body sprays out a spark, sprays out BACKSTABBED
a spark burning a hole in the dark it's just like real life, tastes just like real life ENEMIES
feels just like real life. my body sprays out a spark, sprays out a spark FORMER FRIENDS
yeah let me burn in the sun burn in the sun just like real life, tastes just like real DISTRUST
from the chaos of the game, life spat you out. you dont need a name, HATE BY ASOCIATION
i remember you somehow those tiny little hands, hold up my world I put you, BULLYING
and only time will tell
IF VIOLINS WILL SWELL
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right under my feet there’s air made of bricks, pulls me FUTURE
down turns me weak for you i find myself repeating like a broken tune CURRENT
and I’m forever excusing your intentions and I give in to my pretendings which forgive LOVE
you each time without me knowing they melt my heart to stone and I hear UNREQUITED
your words that I made up you say my name like there could be an us i best MUTUAL CRUSH
tidy up my head I’m the only one in love I’m the only one in love each and ONE SIDED CRUSH
time i turn around to leave I feel my heart begin to burst and bleed so desperately LUST
I try to link it with my head but instead I fall back to my knees as you tear FLEETING GLANCES
your way right through me i forgive you once again without me knowing BUTTERFLIES
you’ve burnt my heart to stone, and I hear your words that I made up CHEMESTRY
you say my name like there could be an us I best tidy up my head I’m PUPPY LOVE
the only one in love. i’m the only one in love. why do you steal my EX ON GOOD TERMS
hand whenever I’m standing my own ground, you build me up, then leave. EX ON BAD TERMS
leave me dead well I hear your words you made up so I say your name FLING
like there could be an us, i best tidy up my head I’m the only one in love AWKWARD
[/size][/center]IF VIOLINS WILL SWELL
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right under my feet there’s air made of bricks, pulls me FUTURE
down turns me weak for you i find myself repeating like a broken tune CURRENT
and I’m forever excusing your intentions and I give in to my pretendings which forgive LOVE
you each time without me knowing they melt my heart to stone and I hear UNREQUITED
your words that I made up you say my name like there could be an us i best MUTUAL CRUSH
tidy up my head I’m the only one in love I’m the only one in love each and ONE SIDED CRUSH
time i turn around to leave I feel my heart begin to burst and bleed so desperately LUST
I try to link it with my head but instead I fall back to my knees as you tear FLEETING GLANCES
your way right through me i forgive you once again without me knowing BUTTERFLIES
you’ve burnt my heart to stone, and I hear your words that I made up CHEMESTRY
you say my name like there could be an us I best tidy up my head I’m PUPPY LOVE
the only one in love. i’m the only one in love. why do you steal my EX ON GOOD TERMS
hand whenever I’m standing my own ground, you build me up, then leave. EX ON BAD TERMS
leave me dead well I hear your words you made up so I say your name FLING
like there could be an us, i best tidy up my head I’m the only one in love AWKWARD
I just need some place
WHERE I CAN LAY MY HEAD
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so, so you think you can tell heaven from hell, blue skies from pain. FAMILY MEMBER
can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? a smile from a veil? do you think RESPECTED
can tell? and did they get you trade your heroes for ghosts? hot ashes for trees? ADMIRED
hot air for a cold breeze? cold comfort for change? and did you PROTECTIVE OF YOU
exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage? PROTECTIVE OF PERRY
how I wish, how I wish you were here. we're just two lost souls swimming in a MENTOR
fish bowl, year after year, running over the same old ground. what have we? CO-WORKER
the same old fears, wish you were here. hello, is there anybody in there? CLASSMATE
just nod if you can hear me. is there anyone at home come on now,i hear you're LIKE FAMILY
feeling down i can ease your pain and get you on your feet again. relax i'll need BANDMATE
information first just the basic facts. can you show me where it hurts? there is no STALKER
are receding a distant ship smoke on the horizon you have only coming through in OBSESSION
you'r lips more but I can't hear why you're saying. when I was a child I had a FAKE FRIEND
my hands fell just like two balloons. now I've got that feeling again PERRY OWES YOU
i can't explain you would not understand this is not how i am i have become YOU OWE PERRY
comfortably numb. o.k. just a little pinprick there'll be no more aaaah! GOOD INFLUENCE
But you may feel a little sick can you stand up? BAD INFLUENCE
you want to know who made this little thing? FLY did. so don't you be takin' credit for my work foo's! because I slaved away at this little evil thing for far longer than I should have! also credit goes to the band, turin brakes, adele, and Pink Floyd
